I know no one is really reading this lol but I figure I'll keep posting until someone does. So today was memorial day and it was kind of rough.
My grandfather died 10weeks ago and so today we had to actually go mourn someone for the first time. I did not go with my family but I did end up going by my self. It was hard to return ot the grave site because I haven't been there since the funeral. He doesn't have a headstone yet but my grandma put a little stick in the ground with an envelope that said Dale Livingston on it to remind everyone where it was so they could put flowers on and visit.
The cemetary looked so amazing today, so many flowers but so many mourning. I even saw a family around a grave singing hymms or reading scriptures I don't know which. I stayed at the grave for about 30min-45min and then returned home. It was emotional. My only friends in Kaysville currently hate each other and I don't know why but I am in the middle of everything. I'm going to start trying to get better and try to be the person I should be, with Ryans help I hope. So yea I guess that really is the update for now but I'll try and keep no one who reads this updated :)
